This morning my mum took me shopping to get some bits for my room. She took me shopping and bought me stuff on her birthday! She's nice like that.
I didn't make the cookies today, I thought they'd be better if I made them fresh in the morning, nothing better than warm gooey chocolate cookies!
Not a lot has happened today really, although I did find the most amazing pants in the world! Calvin Klein girls boxers, which have the band at the top and everything! I have ordered a pair and if I like them, I'll be ordering all the colours when they have my size back in stock. They're amazing.
I wish my stomach was like that though!
I have also organised my first night out in about 5 years, going to a pub to see a comedy show. I really need to find a way to meet new people; people that don't remind me of her. Not really sure how to go about doing that though when I don't really like clubbing and going out drinking.
I'm hesitant about tomorrow, I had a bit of the anger stage today, where I though fuck it, why should I bother trying to do nice things for her when she doesn't seem to give a shit about me? I don't really see the point in me trying my hardest if it's not going to get me anywhere. I don't think we'll be able to be friends. I'll always be there for her if she needs me, but I don't think I could see her on a regular basis as friends. That would be too hard. I may have realised that I don't need her. But that doesn't stop me from wanting her.
Ah well, tomorrow is another day!
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